I didn't want to be the one to say this It doesn't bring me pleasure only shame I've looked around the world to find the source of my dismay But haven't found a single soul to blame I love you but my heart's still broken I love you but it still feels unallowed I love you but I need some time to heal I love the fact that you still stuck around I love you but my heart's still broken I love you but it still feels un allowed I love you but I need some time to heal I love the fact that you still stuck around Sometimes I think there's a part of my heart that's so broken that I just couldn't give it away And if you looked at my soul under a microscope well you would leave me by the end of The day Sometimes I sink into holes in my brain that were left by the shitty things that they used to say Or did I dig them myself I bet my personal hell is someone else's fucking holiday Why you telling me it's alright if I never got it all figured out You don't have to be so nice I'm just the piece of shit that loves you for now. It's funny how we both learned to cope I look at you and I see heartbreak and hope I love you but my heart's still broken I love you but it still feels unallowed I love you but need some time to heal I love the fact that you still stuck around I love you but my heart's still broken I love you but it still feels un allowed I love you but I need some time to heal I love the fact that you still stuck around Why you telling me it's alright if i never got it all figured out You don't have to be so nice I'm just the piece of shit that loves you for now. It's funny how we both learned to cope I look at you and I see heartbreak and hope Sometimes I think there's a part of my heart that's so broken that i just couldn't give it away And if you looked at my soul under a microscope well you would leave me by the end of The day Sometimes I sink into holes in my brain that were left by the shitty things that they used to say Or did I dig them myself i bet my personal hell is someone else's fucking holiday You know I love you but my heart's still broken I love you but it still feels un allowed I love you but I need some time to heal I love the fact that you still stuck around I love you but my heart's still broken I love you but it still feels un allowed I love you but I need some time to heal I love the fact that you still stuck around