What the hell am I doing wrong I've tried and I've tried And this is taking so long I think I've spent half of my life playing dumb Why would I Wanna live if I cannot love Whatever happened to when The whole world was mine I'm starting over again I won't waste your time As the world around me moves like the ocean Effortless in motion Sometimes I get this aching belief This overwhelming sense of doom and defeat Oh baby, In all my dreams I die But it's so serene I'm diving from a plane to the sea Whatever happened to when The whole world was mine I'm starting over again I won't waste your time As the world around me moves like the ocean Effortless in motion