Once I looked into her eyes
Swore I'd never say goodbye
Kiss my lips and touch the sky
I'm alive for the first time
Passenger seat of your car
Drive away and let's go far
Far away from this whole town
I'm too high don't let me down
Cause I like to forget
So I put on my headphones
And we'll sit in silence as we stare into the sea
What the fuck is wrong with me
I ruined my destiny
Cut to see if I still bleed
But I don't feel a thing
I don't feel a thing
As I lie awake at night
With all my thoughts I do fight
Dissociate from my friends
And from myself til the end
Burn up in the atmosphere
Before I even come near
Some semblance of feeling land
Won't you please just hold my hand
But you're mad
And I'm mad
Cause I can't understand
How you feel but
Sometimes I don't even feel real
What the fuck is wrong with me
I ruined my destiny
Cut to see if I still bleed
But I don't feel a thing
And my life is one big mess
Had to get this off my chest
Had you lost you in a sec
And I don't feel a thing
Once I looked into your eyes
Swore I'd never say goodbye
Goodbye