How am I Never better Better than I've ever been before Yes, I got your letter Read it, then I threw it on the floor I don't wanna waste your time I'll just lie and say I'm fine Though I'm suffering Life is suffering, but it goes on And on, and on, and on How much longer till we're gone And maybe one day I'll wake up And won't see demons standing there Until then I'll just try To keep a straight face while they stare To keep a straight face while they stare Remember when we were kids Running through the backyard with our friends And the only thing that mattered Was not wanting this to end Now another year has passed Will 27 be my last Stare into my crystal ball To tell me if I will go on And on, and on, and on How much longer till we're gone And maybe one day I'll wake up And won't see demons standing there Until then I'll just try To keep a straight face while they stare Oh while they stare On and on, and on, and on And maybe one day I'll wake up And see an angel standing there When that day Comes I'll try To keep a straight face through the air Up through the air On and on, and on, and on And maybe one day, one day And maybe one day, one day