Hear your voice inside my head
Rings so loud til I see red
At this point I think I'm dead
It would make no difference
Was this ever even real
Bodies line the battlefields
Bring your morningstar and I will bring my shield
But you don't have to say a word
I know this all feels absurd
It is such a shame
Am I to blame
Bought a ticket
For a train
To run away from this mistake
On my dying day
I will be so happy
I won't have to see you anymore
Smell the booze that's on your breath
And those bloodstains on your chest
It's a murder scene I guess
But I don't know what I expected
With those warning signs
Ignored them all and paid the price
Now I have nothing left to call my own
But you don't have to say a word
I know this all feels absurd
It is such a shame
Am I to blame
Bought a ticket
For a train
To run away from this mistake
On my dying day
I will be so happy
So fucking happy
I never said this would last forever
I never said this would get easier
Our broken hearts will bleed forever
This war will never end