Today I don't wanna go there Too much to carry on my shoulder Don't say it's part of getting older Today, I don't wanna go I rip the zipper off my bag and hide it So I'll never have to know what lives inside it Even though I'm the one who packed it I don't wanna face my decisions Even though I'm the one who did this I don't wanna open up 'cause I've been avoiding everything To stop the dizziness that I lug around Tugging at my mouth Saying words that I don't wanna let out Keep it like oil and water Taking a break from the friend and the daughter Today I don't wanna go there Too much to carry on my shoulder Don't say it's part of getting older Today, I don't wanna go I don't wanna go there I don't wanna go, no I don't wanna go there Went too fast but there's no way to slow down Jumped too high now I can't look at the ground It's too loud but no one's making a sound I'm too tired don't feel like figuring it out Today I don't wanna go there Too much to carry on my shoulder Don't say it's part of getting older Today, I don't wanna go I don't wanna go there I don't wanna go, no I don't wanna go there Baby today I don't wanna go there It's way too much to carry on my shoulders Don't say to me it's part of getting older Baby, I don't wanna go I don't wanna go