I feel insane i cant stop writin Even crazier for fightin what must be said This pencil feels like lead Everybody's dead asleep tnite cept me I scribble so impatiently-- the keys rest upon my knees And i need somethin i need some sorta recipe I need somethin i need someone to rescue me, to set me free To take me places i ought to be And i was just about to fall for u But i stopped myself in the middle of my longin Bc i kno it isnt true It's just the alcohol thats talkin and i keep on responding too The sky above dark blue where im wishin on stars i never knew And im wondrin how people i grew up with could grow up into People i wish i never ever knew