I put my bed in a new room underneath a wall
I see a moon, there's a view I don't recognize at all
'Cause I've messed around, I've messed around, I've messed around
Yeah, faster than a fall
And I've run around, I've run around, I've run around
Yeah, hiding from it all
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still trying to forget
No matter where I go, left or right, left or right
Baby, back down below, down the road, down a slide
Back when then, now and then, I'ma cry, I'ma cry
I know I'll be alright, be alright
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still trying to forget
I got away, got away from you
Or was it me? I guess that makes it two
This time I've changed, at least I think it's true
But when I'm here, I'm still stuck inside a loop
So if I cool down and meditate
Will it be cool now and disintegrate
'Cause I got away, got away from you
But when I'm here
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still trying to forget
No matter where I go, where I hide
Down below in the sky
My demons showing up every night
No matter where I go, where I hide
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still trying to forget
And I've been a fool, but I know I'm just trying to do my best
And I've been a fool, but I know I'm just trying to do my best
'Cause I'm healing too, get me through
Gotta get me, through the test