When I'm in something I'm in it
I commit to commitment
I'm a creature of routine
And I hope that's what she needs
I can't lie I'm terrified that she'll lose interest
We live where the gratifying's instant
We live where the temptation is endless
And there's always something fresh
Always something new
Always someone else to pay attention
What if she gets bored
Cause I like to do the things I like to do a lot of times
What if she wants more
More than I can give
No matter how hard that I try
I know thats paranoia mixed with trauma
I know that she a real one
And she solid
Just a conversation with myself
I'm just shocked that she wants me
When she could have anyone else
Real fears
How Am I supposed to share em
Without me looking insecure
Real tears
I'm not really used to being vulnerable
Real fears
How Am I supposed to share em
Without me looking insecure
Real tears
I'm not really used to being vulnerable
When I'm in something I'm in it
I commit to my commitment
I don't give away my trust
So when I do its a way of showing love
I've got a lot of trauma from love
PTSD's I don't know about until they show up
Things thats routed in my brain that
I forgot even happened
So if I'm scared of losing you
Alls it means is I'm happy
Attention spans are shorter
Than they've ever been
I can give you all I can
I'm sure theres better men
I know that sounds insecure
But it'd be arrogant to think
I'm the greatest on earth
I know thats paranoia mixed with trauma
I know that she a real one and she solid
Just a conversation with myself
I'm just shocked that she wants me
When she could have anyone else
Real fears
How Am I supposed to share 'em
Without me looking insecure
Real tears
I'm not really used to being vulnerable