You always were Always lost On the way to the light And try as you might To be stronger than you are Only to fall Into the deep You succumb to gravity You succumb to gravity Pulling you down Into the void Black holes and emptiness Lord of the damned Covered in flies Reset, survival, so Disobedient You succumb to gravity Help me to let go To move on To make amends Help me kill the pain In a murderous rage While wearing skin Twice my age And with a complete absence of levity I've become my own worst enemy And with no cure for this disease Raw emotion, feeling and breathing