I remember back then, bloodshot eyes Spent my days gettin too high I screwed up over and over Lose it all when it got colder Blacked out made some mistakes Couldn't tell the real from the fakes Trapped on the basement floor Pick it up and take some more Every time I found myself back at square one This ain't no fun All the lies I told myself I had to run I'm the only one I remember back then, bloodshot eyes Spent my days gettin too high I screwed up over and over Lose it all when it got colder I can't stop running in place Do a couple bags to the face When I'm too low I'm not this man no more Had to just shut the door When time moves slow I found the time to realize Other people have nightmares too And when I arrived I closed my eyes It's the only way I see you I remember back then, bloodshot eyes Spent my days gettin too high I screwed up over and over Lose it all when it got colder Blacked out made some mistakes Couldn't tell the real from the fakes Trapped on the basement floor Pick it up and take some more