Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone
No one up at home and no one hit my phone
I find the comfort in myself all on my own
I've been ballin on my own
I've been ballin on my own
Feel like I'm thinking again
I've been sinking again
I've been drinking again
No gas in my tank
I feel empty
I feel so fake
Running on E
I feel like I should go home
To where the trees are greener
Where that I can feel it
I wish that I could see it
Within all my reason
Guess it's better when you make it out
Grass is greener without a doubt
I'll get there, that's what I tell myself
Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone
No one up at home and no one hit my phone
I find the comfort in myself all on my own
I've been ballin on my own
I've been ballin on my own
Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone
No one up at home and no one hit my phone
I find the comfort in myself all on my own
I've been ballin on my own
I've been ballin on my own
Condemned to it
Because I'm padded in, I put a pen to it
With these words I can't say
Psalms I can't preach
Singularity, always gets to me
And I've grown enough to know a home is not just a place I'm leaving
It's a state of being
Hold up lemme mediate
Homie let it resonate
Time and time again
Tired of losing my silent mind again
What I'm tryna find is like a diamond hiding inside of my defense
So I mine and mine again
Keep searching
Keep going
Said imma keep buying time until its my demise
Or my retirement
Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone
No one up at home and no one hit my phone
I find the comfort in myself all on my own
I've been ballin on my own
I've been ballin on my own
Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone
No one up at home and no one hit my phone
I find the comfort in myself all on my own
I've been ballin on my own
I've been ballin on my own