Yeah, I'm three years in and still moving
I been on go
I feel like a ghost but the show must go on
Sometimes I feel like that I should go rogue
Leave it behind cuz I've lost all my hope
But that can't be true cuz this album my fourth
I won't give up I won't walk out that door
I'm never content, I'm lusting for more
It's cold in Topeka I'm stuck in the cycle
Typa shit make a muhfucka psycho
Take a hit now I'm stuck in a spiral
I'm afraid of the things that I might do
Not suicidal, no I'm not the type to
I'll suffer in silence
Not worried what I'll miss
I'll suffer in silence
Yeah, you can tell me things but I won't believe
I've been begging down on my knees
For a break but I must believe
That it's coming
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
Head down, can't look up or I'm lost in comparison
That's just how the game goes,
Levels to the rise but I'm glad I'm aware of it
Everest if I compare to where I was
I don't ever rest, every breath another jump
But it's two steps forward every move I make
One step back just to test my faith
I'm suffering for it the moment I dive into it
If I've been sinking or learning to fly
It's a matter perspective that heaven or hell
Or is it delusion I can't really tell
I'll suffer in silence cause anything more
They'll paint me ungrateful and walk out the door
Human condition
I guess we keep wishing for difference in limits no matter the score
I know the grass stay green (where you water it)
I know that we all live dreams (but we all forget)
Looking through a keyhole, lost big picture
Every day people, lost in the mixture
Comparison lacing the light in our screens
Darkening what a life well lived really means
Live for your story that's all you control
If you live for another's start digging a hole
Yeah, you can tell me things but I won't believe
I've been begging down on my knees
For a break but I must believe
That it's coming
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence