I don't wanna die
I just don't think that I can be alive today
My mind is stuck in outer space
It's in between the things I wanna be
I don't wanna die
I just don't think that I can be alive today
Just be alive today
Just be alive
Why do I do this to myself
Every time it feels like I'm in hell yeah
Maybe this time I'll get help
That's a lie it ends the same way every time and nah
Maybe all this is my fault
I get to feeling alright
Then I destroy it all
Then I destroy it all
Lost soul lost soul till I fall
I fear to myself I might lose it all
Lost soul lost soul till I fall
I fear to myself I might lose it all
I don't wanna die
I just don't think that I can be alive today
My mind is stuck in outer space
It's in between the things I wanna be
I don't wanna die
I just don't think that I can be alive today
Just be alive today
Just be alive
I was 15 popping pills
Thinking back I coulda wrote my will
I was riding skateboards round the neighborhood
Thinking bout where the time done went and I
Lost a few friends along the way
Learned I never got time to waste
When you're at your worst you gotta make a change
But it's hard to get thru the day to day
Bullshit I been going through it
When I say my problems out loud they seem stupid
That's why I have my vices in this life and I abuse em
I don't know how long that I can keep up with these bruises
I don't wanna die
I just don't think that I can be alive today
My mind is stuck in outer space
It's in between the things I wanna be
I don't wanna die
I just don't think that I can be alive today
Just be alive today
Just be alive