Don't start with me Gaitán
Don't wanna spend too much time thinking bout this pain
But you don't know who I am
I lived it once and no I don't need to again
You'll never see who I am
Surface level conversations all the same
I guess that's just how it is
Too many people out here steady dropping names
They act like I give a shit
This world I gotta embrace
There's nothin that I won't take
Came through the door cause I'm paid
I made a name off of pain
I seen my homie go crazy, naked out in the streets
This game done swallowed him up
I'm scared it coulda been me
I'm dancing all wit the devil, got a target on me
He's taken out all his angels, standing cold on they feet
Where do they go when they gone if heaven won't take 'em back
Do they just float in the air
Do they just stand on my back
Was they ever really there if we just forget their names
And will my words ever heal if I don't get the fame
They always sayin' they love you
Meet you once, call you family
Miss me with all that weird shit
Y'all is making me anxious
Don't wanna spend too much time thinking bout this pain
But you don't know who I am
I lived it once and no I don't need to again
You'll never see who I am
Surface level conversations all the same
I guess that's just how it is
Too many people out here steady dropping names
They act like I give a shit
Tell me how am I supposed to keep the faith
When everybody dropping all around me just like flies
I seen this game eat people up and spit them out too many times
I'm holding onto everything I love so I don't lose my mind
And why am I always the one that they all come to for advice
I'm fucking tired man
I need that person for me
This shit is weighing on me
My demons won't let me breathe
My angels dying on me
These words are all that I leave
This pain is all that I leave
Don't wanna spend too much time thinking bout this pain
But you don't know who I am
I lived it once and no I don't need to again
You'll never see who I am
Surface level conversations all the same
I guess that's just how it is
Too many people out here steady dropping names
They act like I give a shit