I hear screamin' in the dead of the night
I can't breathe so I think I just might
Try to jump up outta my bed with
Paranoia fillin' my head then
I heard a yell and a shatter and a bang
Mom and Dad must be goin' insane cause
They're at eachother's fuckin' throats again
Lookin for more scapegoats again
It don't fuckin' matter if you call the cops or not
Ain't nothin' they can do when shit just happens on the spot
Insidious diseases from within that can't be stopped
Swear to god they can't be stopped
This is another fucked up family song
Generations keep on doin' wrong
Cause they were never taught themselves
So now we're going straight to hell
Go to school try to cover my pain
Preppy kids think I'm fuckin' insane but
They don't know what I went through lastnight
Even if they did they would put me on blast right
This is why I cover up my pain with
Every single drug that you could ever name
I talk about my family being fuckin' insane
But I catch myself doin' exactly the same
It don't fuckin' matter if you
Call the cops again
Ain't nothin you can tell me
Self destruct until the end
History repeats itself so I just won't attend
Swear to God I won't attend
This is another fucked up family song
Generations keep on doing wrong
Cause they were never taught themselves
So now we're going straight to hell
I don't like the thoughts that keep on
Thought up in my mind
Thinkin' I was taught and straight up
Brought up on some lies
Maybe one day when I'm older it'll be just fine
Until that time
Ima try every drug there is
Join every fight because I ain't no bitch
Break every rule and fuck every law
Fuck graduation cause I'll never walk
Ima hate myself and take it out on you
Can't drive a car until I'm 22
I'll be bumming smokes
I'll be begging for rides
To get a hold of my connect just 1 more time
Everybody that loves me breaks out in tears
As I keep shooting up for years and years
Til I overdose or catch another case
And I'm covered with scabs all over my face
Try to point the blame but in reality
Can't blame it on my fucked up family
Did the best they could
With what they were given
Pray to God every day for a life worth livin'
This is another fucked up family song
Generations keep on doing wrong
Cause they were never taught themselves
So now we're going straight to hell