My dad slapped me I slapped him back
With a hammer this time yeh that's what's up
I had to (cheat to ask him) pass it back
But he didn't stand up guess that's his luck
Sorry daddy, never meant to hurt you
I was angry when I was on curfew
You don't worry
They're coming to nurse you
Ay ay ay Mommy's gonna flip
Cops on the watch with their guns on hip
I slip Looking for me so I run more quick
Nearly outta rev so I slip and slide to side Jackson five style and I
Pause for a minute so I can replenish all of my fellas tell me to go for the killin
Cause when the cops go for the villain they don't play
Any music I use in the blue with just sirens
I'm designed to be violent
High in a tower block hidin
You can see the blood on my denim
I can smell em getting closer
I don't know see I just wanna dead em
I don't know will I go to heaven When I see fully at this rate at this rate
That I won't see me a next day
My life aint worth it
The why I've surfaced to this earth
I wish I misbirthed
And is sick to know I stick to this world
And who knows if it's this I deserve
I deserve anguished stick to hit nerves
If not so I slit my wrist first
But still I find them fire, no violence
Yet till I go back to the wife or should I tell her
Telling her is not gonna make this no better
If things don't change betta call my land in the south
For I'm still the man of the house
My son 3 years of age
(I don't know)
No family
(I don't know)
I'm havin A
Bad life so I need to know
(I don't know)
Should I get a reverend?
I don't know
Will I go to heaven I don't know
See I just wanna dead em I don't know
Will I go to heaven I don't know
What I say or do
Is the same as usual
May just boo you on stage assuming
You're makin tunes just to make the news
With some 'hey I'm beautiful'
Take a few with you
I ain't amused
I'm payin my dues
You're makin a fool
Too many who bruise when
You really abusin
You stay with your views
I'll stay in my room
You're too lame and you're stupid
You make me wanna fight
Make me wanna war
See a body on the floor
See a trolley in the morgue
Anybody have a sword?
To break this chain off
Somebody please help me
Take this brain off
I feel like a slave that's chained to hate
That's trained to mate
This brain of ape
No can, can take this pain away
So I pray and wait on a rainy day and say
I just wanna dead em I don't know
Will I go to heaven? I don't know
See I just wanna dead em I don't know
Will I go to heaven? I don't know