I'm about to lose my mind Tryna wake up to a reason why I'd pick up my pen I might I can't even grasp the words I write I'm about to lose my mind I'm bout to motherfucking lose it I'm like a punching bag of bruises And nothing out there seems to soothe it I'm about to lose my mind Not sure if I'm gon' be alright And that's the thing that scares me I can only wonder will it tear me down So let's assume I've lost it My brain succumbed to the pain and busted I greet my demons around 4 AM I lay awake till 8 because I cause I can When is one really lost When does one simply adjust To the challenges presented Regardless of any contentment oh As long as it seems feasible I can do it all I might as well make it worthwhile Instead of fighting in denial Oh I'm about to lose my mind I'm afraid of what I'll find Anxiety is but a trick Making us believe we're dreaming way too big All that's lost isn't gone So I will carry on As long as blood runs through my veins I won't walk this earth in vain All this time My senses have been on my side Guiding me towards the air I'll still inhale even when I am not aware You'll survive a bruise my child You have been the source of light Motions of pain do not define Whether or not you'll shine I'm about to lose my Jump lost come on oh Jump lost come on oh Jump lost come on oh Jump jump