Keep getting stuck though I'm standing in place Where the light creeps in, but the shadow erase any trace of the glow So I found my peace with the darkness here But still I dream with the beams radiating from her atmosphere But the fear is calling me a sinner I can't escape from its fingers It holds me still, frozen in time Chaos chaos chaos Hiding underneath my skin behind my eyes I'm trying to explain this feeling Now im caught up in it Chaos chaos chaos Hiding underneath my skin within my heart Tired of being in my feelings Pause, I keep repeating But then a thought suddenly occurs That the world revolves even when i hurt Maybe im not alone And even though im a sinner When i connect with her fingers We can't be still frozen in time Chaos chaos chaos Hiding underneath my skin behind my eyes Trying to explain this feeling now I'm caught up in it Chaos chaos chaos Hiding underneath my skin within my heart Tired of being in my feelings Pause, I keep repeating I don't know I don't know How to feel what I feel Had enough had enough Now I choose what is real I don't know I don't know If I wasted my time Had enough had enough Guess I'll leave it behind I don't know I don't know How to feel what I feel Had enough had enough Now I choose what is real I don't know I don't know I don't know should I say Will you stay In my chaos Chaos Chaos chaos chaos Hiding underneath my skin behind my eyes Trying to explain this feeling now I'm caught up in it Chaos chaos chaos Hiding underneath my skin within my heart Tired of being in my feelings Pause, I keep repeating