You can call me and tell me how much that you miss me
And I can sit there forever and just carefully listen
I'm thinking you don't ever want to see me again
But your lips seem to be saying something different
The streets of Berlin have been tainted by your touch
No matter where I go I feel poised to attack
Cause what used to be my territory now feels like it's triggering me
With every cherry blossom, there's another haunting memory
The stains that you left all over me
Are so clear to see for everyone but me
I can make you see that I try, give you my best kisses
Cook up the fancy shit for hours in the kitchen
Just so you can say you already ate
And I brush it off and just clean up the plates
I can give you my everything, I know it's too much
But why does it still feel like it's never enough?
And it's hard for me to accept, cataclysmic to see
That no matter how hard I try I cannot make you love me
I see you out with your friends and I go a bit mad
Cause in my head all you say about me are things that are bad
I know it's my own fault you don't have to let me know
Just wish you could see me for who I am when I don't have to perform
And put up an act for everyone to see right through
I still know that I want you but do you?
Despite every time I tried lashing out
A wounded animal with a hunter on scout
The scars that you left all over me
They hurt like hell but there is nothing to see
I can make you see that I try, give you my best faith
Spend hours in the bathroom for you to show up too late
And I brush it all off and I say it's okay
But the dagger sits deep, right where you put it in me
I can give you my all, I know it's not much
But believe when when I say, it's all that I got
And it's hard for me to accept, cataclysmic to see
That no matter how hard I try I cannot make you love me
11:15, I stay up for you
Wherever you set foot
My mind now automatically links to you
I wanna go on with my life
Without thinking twice
If I should walk down this street tonight
(Walk down your street tonight)
Cause I'm scared to run into you
Yet after all I want to see you
(I wanna see you)
But on the other hand I don't want you to perceive me the way that you do
I guess there's no winning when you're playing a game
Where the rules have never been established and don't stay the same
All I ever do with you is try
All you ever do with me is waste my time
You should make me see that you try
Try giving me a sign
Should've picked up the most expensive fucking bottle of wine
I don't ask for much but at least for your touch
To not feel this cold, cause if it does I don't even want that
Want you to give it your everything
Show me that you care
Or at least make it seem like you're slightly aware that
It's hard for you to accept, cataclysmic to see
That no matter how hard you try you will never get to love me