The pain keeps me awake I scream because I'm weak I'll see you another day By then Will I be deceased Your ephemeral smile I will wait under your wing I'm my own reaper I have a god within Though it's rotting The pain inside I wish to god it dies But it's the only power I have left in life A boulder on my chest I cannot bear Crush me until I become thin air I am one But never there I can't even recognize myself The mirror tells me that is someone else The pain inside I wish to god it dies But it's the only power I have left in life It will live beyond my rotting corpse My head sinks in a void, I cannot know