Walking with my head to the ground- If I think hard
Enough, maybe he
Will go away- Screaming on the top of my lungs but no
One can hear me-
Words won't formulate in my head- I cannot express
This feeling-
Emptiness, Contempt, Vengeance, Rage- My anger bottles
Up inside of me-
I'm ready to explode- Afraid if I say ow i feel I will
Be jumped, raped
Or killed- But if I stay silent it will kill me
Inside- Doomed if I do
And if I don't- Trapped in this body with nowhere to
Hide- Ashamed to
Be inside my own skin- Because if I wear a dress I am
Prey, I am guilty-
And if I don't I am a dyke- How can I look in the
Mirror and smile if
You will condemn me for it?- I dream of a world where
I can walk down
The street with my head held up high- A world where my
Brains are more
Valuable than my beauty- Tonight I will take back what
Was already mine-
With a dagger, with a rifle, I will hunt you down-
Dehumanize you like
You did to me- And when you are gone I will come
Alive.