When the leaves start changing And the sun stops shining I think about yesterday Beat myself up inside and wonder why Same mistakes all over again I think that it's time to say goodbye Memories of better days Adventures still to come Kiss the warmth goodbye Close my eyes Break away all ties Plunge into wonder and blunder Down a bottle of wine It'll be just fine Fuzzy nights and foggy memories Of love, tears, lust and sex Got to love the excitement of what if Don't need answers to my questions anyway I enjoy the unknown shades of grey Watching you walk away Don't want to be by myself Don't want to sulk in my solitude Trying to stand on my own two feet Stop wearing my heart on my sleeve My impulses seem out of control My fears greater than I've ever known Shake it all off and look the other way Hide it deep enough and it will go away More distress and feelings of disarray Take another swig It'll be okay