I'm surrounded by others But I feel so alone In an endless battle Inside my head Don't know who is the enemy And who is the martyr It makes it harder Am I guilty for being real? For saying how I really feel? Am I better off keeping it inside And living a lie? Because my words will hurt you But my silence will kill us Try to keep focus on myself And think things through To gain independence With or without you Justify my intentions To make my guilt disappear My mind's growing foggy Got to make things clear Am I guilty for being real? For saying how I really feel? Am I better off keeping it inside And living a lie? Because my words will hurt you But my silence will kill us I think I'll keep my mouth shut And look the other way Close my eyes tonight Tomorrow is another day.