Do I even wanna try this?
I don't think we can revive this
Why am I willing to risk it?
Don't even know that I'm willing to risk it
Do I even wanna try this?
I don't think we can revive this
Why am I willing to risk it?
Don't even know if I'm willing to risk it
Well I guess it's outta my hands
Keep trying cuz we're parents
And I wanna make amends
Most of the time, we're not even friends
Hung in for way too long
Can't fix it, I'm not that strong
And U know it takes two
I was alone there you stood
By myself and there you stood
There you stood
Holding my own and there u stood
By myself, you just stood
Thinking I could really fix it
U made up your mind before I did
So why am I even trying
This is what you wanted!
I felt guilt, I felt shame
My personality was to blame
And I kept toning me down
I was free when you weren't around
I was free
I was free
I was free
Honestly
Do I even wanna try this? - Out of my hands
I don't think we can revive this - Way too long
Why am I willing to risk it?
Don't even know that I'm willing to risk it- Not that strong
Do I even wanna try this? - Out of my hands
I don't think we can revive this
Why am I willing to risk it?
Don't even know if I'm willing to risk it
This is what you wanted
Told myself I should have seen it coming
I was busy working on myself and keep us going
Talking bout my feeling, I was always in my feelings
And I'm sick and tired of you taking position of the the victim
I don't wanna be the one who's always bringing up the pain
I don't wanna be the only one of us who's not okay
U telling me to drop that tone
I'm way too harsh, Im way too intense
And I yell too much and so I just
Stopped
Stop pleading
Stop needing
Stop feeling
Stop fixing
Stop longing
Stop wanting
Gotta let you go
You're no longer good for me
Never thought I'd show
That I was weak
That I was weak
That I was weak