When I'm lookin back With today's eyes I see there was a lot of pain Growin up in me And I just can't understand How could I suffer so much 'Cause I'm laughing at myself Now I'm laughin' at myself Yesterday pain will never be back again Never back again I only didn't get old enough To leave my life behind But there's something that I don't really own anymore And now, when I close my eyes I can find more colors than black Yesterday pain will never be back again Never back again