Don't know how I got here, all I know is it's the biggest mistake that I've made in months All I know is I can see you when I close my eyes We're both aware of the danger, we both know what this could lead to if we stay the course If "no I could never" turns to "maybe I could give it a try" Well, you asked for this and now we're stuck in it You wanted something bigger; now you're part of it I blame you for everything, I couldn't blame myself now You got me into this -- how do I get out? Don't ask me how I'm feeling about you I'm still trying to figure out how I feel about anything at all Don't come crashing into my china shop with your bullshit Toppling the house of cards that is my life these days Even when I think that I could maybe handle it