I always told my brothers to go where the love is It's deep surviving off a life you know is destructive That wheel of fortune you been riding been holding some punches, fuck it He stiff you like a pagan you know who you hugging Friends turn enemies real quick but we learn how to sussy it You got to mitigate some things when you working on something And if they don't see your vision, they're bound to disrupt it The most insecure of sinners make comfortable judgements Talking to myself about some shit that ain't up for discussion I got worse habits that my bad ones are using as buffers They said I'm wise beyond my years but they killing me this a graze He rather play tug of war with his patience then trust it Bobbing for apples I'm trying to breathe with my face in a bucket Sink my teeth into the fruits of my labor Just once before I suffocate under the weight of this weight that I brung in A right to make my mark and patent or stay in the assumption Curse of the conscious Curse of the woke rapper Versus the majors, versus the dope rapper Versus the critics Versus the grown man upstairs that's Helping me write these verses, it don't add up But still keeping score Whilst counting my neck shot They put some sharp things in my back like a hedgehog The comments had some flame emojis, they said it's red-hot But really bro it's colder than the heart of that bitch like a dead dog So I'm caught between your tight budget and what my worth is Very little That's what a human walking the earth is In the bigger picture, fuck how you frame it don't change your purpose Same way that the bands that you making don't change your person That person we all know What can we do tho Thought we knew his true color Now he look two-toned So many bad connections, I got a new phone I just pray I die in peace and not pieces when I get called home Fuck it, I don't even care man I just go with it fam It's love until it's not blood, I just don't get attached That's how I cope with these men Nobodies holding my hand, trust me No one but the women I've slept with can say they bust me Hardest working rapper in the country Never thirsty but I'm hungry