Each day feels so different now that you're gone Staying up all night scrolling through old photos No, I don't know how I got like this I'll ruin everything as long as I exist I wish I could go back relive every moment All of the good and bad when I could feel I wish I could go back relive every moment All of the good and bad 'cause I can't feel No, I'm not good, good enough At least that's what I tell myself way too much Sometimes I hate who I become So I hide by keeping my mouth shut all day long I wish I could go back relive every moment All of the good and bad when I could feel I wish I could go back relive every moment All of the good and bad 'cause I can't feel I'm just being honest I don't talk too much, so I write it Every second I'm fighting my thoughts, barely manage I'm just being honest I don't talk too much, so I write it If I could stop it I would've by now I wish I could go back relive every moment All of the good and bad when I could feel I wish I could go back I'm just being honest I don't talk too much, so I write it Every second I'm fighting my thoughts, barely manage I'm just being honest I don't talk too much, so I write it If I could stop it I would've by now