It's killing me to love you Killing me to have you Always on my mind when You only pretend to Changed up on me like this Act like nothing's different Colors gone to grayscale Chained to your old ways It's a pipe dream Nowadays Nowadays It's all the same shit But i stay Yeah i stay In case he changes Honestly Honestly I'm getting used to this Or maybe i just choose not to notice Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Evеn with my blood on your sweatshirt Wish i could stop me Tell mе not to worry Focus on myself and Don't let people hurt me Guess it's not that simple But i like to think so If it was i wouldn't Be caught up in something i hate Nowadays Nowadays It's all the same shit But i stay Yeah i stay In case he changes Honestly Honestly I'm getting used to this Or maybe i just choose not to notice Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Even with my blood on your sweatshirt Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Even with my blood on your sweatshirt Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Even with my blood on your sweatshirt