Making my way to his house At 8pm what good could come? Secretly I knew myself Hesitated on that road Then convinced myself that I could go I loved the way he made me feel Physically holding me Fed my pride & gave me chills but Does he really got it to be offering? Huh? Loving you leaves me numb Caught up in my own demise Ain't even notice that I'd closed my eyes Life it got the upper hand Caught me when I turned my back Held me till I couldn't breath Deception hid by honesty Ignoring that small voice And letting yours grows loud In this life we're blessed with choice But blessings fade when i choose hell Do you really got it to be offering? No Loving you leaves me numb Caught up in my own demise Ain't even notice that I'd closed my eyes Now I be on some woke deal This world be on its own, feel me? Wont put my loss before the fear of God Fearing my loss more than I fear my God? Wow 5 years of friendship was finished On the night that we did it It was more my fault than yours Cuz why'd I get myself in this Sadness evoked from misplaced hope Showed you it all then got ghosted Crazy naive, acted a joke for you Now I be on some woke deal This world be on its own, feel me? Wont put my life before the fear of God Fearing my loss more than I fear my God? Wow Now I be on some woke deal This world be on its own, feel me? Wont put my life before the fear of God I shoulda knew better Prayed for me & read with me Grateful for community Kammy, James & Bri you Led me when I couldn't see