I'm drunk in the car I'm on my way home From a club we could barely get in It might've been more fun with you there The girls asked us for coke We told her no She looked disgusted and I don't know why The sick in her face brought you to mind We've pulled good times out of bad nights So many times It's like counting the beach But I can't keep from believing I won't need to find the joy in the defeat Eventually The world will be nice to me And you're right that I lead you on And I say the words you wish a lover would say to you Words I wish I could say to myself And you're right I leave you alone The moment our worlds get too close to being the same, do you Yearn for a life where you empower yourself I do I do I do I do