Am I on your side Or just on mine? Are you still there in every way that you were? Am I on time? I don't want to watch you fall in love I don't want to watch you fall in love Unless you're in my arms the whole time Unless you're in my arms I've been waiting to say that I want you so bad I say I think your dog knows that you're leaving soon He's got a sadness in his eyes that I've seen before I'd lay my head down too if you left me room But for now, I'll keep my legs crossed on the floor Lift me to my feet And I'll sit back down Waiting here for you To come back around I don't care if you're Sitting here right now If you leave tonight Then today won't count Can you hear me now? I will sprint 'till I see you On the nearest flight if you tell me, "I need you" Give me two or three nights then I'll fly back home Give me two or three fights just so I can feel you Feeling something for me Let me know you care If I'm losing this game At least make it fair 'Cause I'll need you around But you won't be there There were cold days Back when I would float like a feather Moving with the wind it could take me wherever All my friends stayed knit into a nice warm sweater It came undone quickly in the stormy weather Take me somewhere better Instead it took me here Tried to find my place I just found my fears And I lost some friends Even lost some tears I need human touch I need someone near It doesn't have to be you At least not anymore You know that beggars can't choose But I'm only a beggar 'cause I want you desperately bad And I can justify whatever with the fact that I'm sad But why am I deserving of somebody like that? It's easier to just avoid the thought and stay on my path She's not my friend She never was I don't wanna stay till the end This movie's killed me Time and again I don't need my friends this time She said she's fine I doubt she lied She kissed me and she said goodbye In the moment she cries I die I grab her sides "Here's my shoulder Bury your head" She opened up my chest instead