I'm sorry I forgot the things that I promised
But are we trying, or are we just paying homage?
What was our path has come and gone in a flash
My life was moving too fast to react
No direction, how'd I get here?
Every lesson I've destroyed
Second guessing, safety measures
To rappel out of the void
I wouldn't bet I find the exit
There's no blessings in disguise
When you're the only thing I recognize
I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you're never letting me explain it
Yeah, I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases
I was clean, yeah, we were so fucking on it
You thought you'd seen exactly what you wanted
You took all of me and only stayed for the half
I was berated and bashed every time I stated the facts
Yeah, oh
No direction, how'd I get here?
Every lesson I've destroyed
Second guessing, safety measures
To rappel out of the void
I wouldn't bet I find the exit
There's no blessings in disguise
When you're the only thing I recognize
I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you're never letting me explain it
Yeah, I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases
Come and find me, find me again
I'll get behind your last attempt
To climb that mountain if you can
I'll be waiting, estimating all the weight of my offense
I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you're never letting me explain it
Yeah, I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases