I never thought this gift would make me feel bad
It seems the weight of this crown
Has now driven king mad
So he sits up in his castle
With the door to his back
Ripping gold flickering flesh
Off his finger pads
Humming I just wanna touch again
Wish the feeling remained
Wasted this life rapping
Hope it all wasn't in vain
I take a walk through the garden
Flowers don't know my name
But they still listen
I think I like it like that
A shakey hand sweeps the table of the crumbs
While a lil boy hopes some day he'll get closer to the ones
That set off explosive tongues
Saw one get killed last summer
He lift his head
Butterflies escaped his mouth
From out his lungs
Journal entries from when the heat had us buzzing
Found out one boy was super human
The other simply wasn't
One more hug
Promise, then I'll leave you alone
This life was fun for a minute
But it never was home
To talk to you, I listen more
To talk to you, I kiss the floor
On god, on gold
On god, on gold
On god, on gold
I feel ya kiss
Feel the way you moving now
Wipe feet 'fore you step in mama's house
On god, on gold
On god, on gold
On god, on gold
I feel your kiss
Ya shoes was hard to keep the size filled
And recently, my only dream is that a nigga die real
Coop clipping up the clouds
Me and my homie ride still
Fade that boy outside
Then fader go and ask me how I feel
Trembles but his foot point left and right
He wit that racket
Fighting comes a second nature
Tearing up is automatic
Heels lifting off the ground, eyes wide from the sight
Grabbed my face
Said we can live forever, if we die tonight fuck
What I learned from grandma's closet or a coffin
They saw my on my bike and remembered it for when they walking
Toni said I didn't fall in love
I was raised in it
If that's true
Why I got that text
I wasn't phased wit it
Aw man
Another one, so damn tragic
Shoulder tap
Staring off while the music's cinematic
Who knew a plan that made me and my niggas so ecstatic
Would make my mama make his mama turn us both nomadic
If only for the night