Cross my
Heart on my sleeve
Maybe what I wanted
Really was make believe
And I know that I been
Slippin up
I'm just doin my best
To keep me from givin up
I don't know how to fix me
Doin laps around my thoughts
Runnin a hundred and sixty
Heart on my sleeve
Maybe what I wanted
Really was make believe
I know I should
Stop sayin sorry
And I know that you're
Sick of hearing all of my stories
Kill myself over
Shit I made up
2020 really hittin it's been
Hard to stay up
I'm so tired of trying
Most the time I think it
Would be easier dying
But I just can't go
Can't remember last december
Shits been cold as the snow
Cross my
Heart on my sleeve
Maybe what I wanted
Really was make believe
And I know that I been
Slippin up
I'm just doin my best
To keep me from givin up
I don't know how to fix me
Doin laps around my thoughts
Runnin a hundred and sixty
Heart on my sleeve
Maybe what I wanted
Really was make believe
Couple tries, couple times
Can't get it right
And every time I think I'm up
I gotta hit rewind
This isn't me I can't believe
That this is what I see
Look through my eyes and notice
All the failures blinding me
I'm not a puppet on a string
That likes to play pretend
But i'm your favorite little toy
Oh, here we go again
I complicate
Anything
That I can't relate to
Feel the same
Day to day
That's my fucking issue
Cross my
Heart on my sleeve
Maybe what I wanted
Really was make believe
And I know that I been
Slippin up
I'm just doin my best
To keep me from givin up
I don't know how to fix me
Doin laps around my thoughts
Runnin a hundred and sixty
Heart on my sleeve
Maybe what I wanted
Really was make believe