No more energy
For what I want what I need who I was and who I'm tryna be
Yeah
And I can't even sleep
When I close my eyes memories in the night too close are haunting me
Yeah
I don't want it, I need to get out
Don't wanna hear it
Help me let me go
Intervene me
I can't get out
No-one can see me
Help me let me go ohhh
My mind will murder me for sure
Make me be a thug, then we fall out
Need to love myself but I fall out
Depressing me instead I can't call out
And it's fucked up
I wanna fuckin scream and get it all out
But I never say a thing and then we fall out
The enemy is me and we're worn out
And it's fucked up
Yeah
It's so fucked up it's so fucked up yeah
Fighting to be free
Of what I hide in the corners of my mind when you see you can't unsee
Yeah
Critics jealousy
Coz when I write I looked death straight in the eyes
And you could never real like me
Yeah
I don't want it, I need to get out
Don't wanna hear it
Help me let me go
Intervene me
I can't get out
No-one can see me
Help me let me go ohhh
My mind will murder me for sure
Make me be a thug, then we fall out
Need to love myself but I fall out
Depressing me instead, I can't call out
And it's fucked up
I wanna fuckin scream and get it all out
But I never say a thing and then we fall out
The enemy is me and we're worn out
And it's fucked up
Yeah
It's so fucked up it's so fucked up yeah