Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like I've let down all my friends
I'm just shitty at living
I'm shitty, unstable
Lonely oh I can just lay down and die
Wish I was anybody but me
I'm tired of being ugly
I'm tired of making changes just to make some people love me
All this trying to be famous got these
Lies living above me
Imma drive into a lake
My ego strapped into the front seat
He won't get away from me
Then he won't get away bump free
I won't spend my days running
From this dope that has become me
I know that doom is coming
And you soon will find a hung me
Cuz the sooner I summon peace
Is the sooner I can run free
A loser, I'm a scumbag
Broke and usually hungry
Mostly useless a dummy
Made no improvements
It's stunning, I'm stupid
I'm just a human making gloomy music
I'd rather be found in a ditch dead than continue to do this
No matter how much I spit I just keep on swallowing mucus
I'll be hollow inside while ya'll keep on following movements
Cannot swallow my pride when I've still got tongue left to chew
And i can't unborrow this body
There's only one thing to do
I'm an enemy
I am my worst enemy
I am my worst enemy
Fuck it
I will defeat this evil even if it means kicking the bucket
Fuck you and fuck me
Fuck doing and fuck being
Fuck faking I'm leaving
For fucks sake
I don't need this
I'm frustrated
Beneath it
I'm taking a breather from breathing
Believe it or not
I'm retreating to be in a box
So be it
Me and my weaknesses
Little mental diseases
That griddle bits of my brain til I
Scribble shit I don't mean
It's a chemical imperfection
Apparently I'm in need of more
Chemicals to intercept all the
Pitiful misery
So this is to all the beautiful women I'll never date
The kids that I'll never have
The food that I'll never taste
The places I'll never visit
Vacation I'll never take
Wife that I'll never marry
The records I'll never break
I'm stepping into the matrix
Accepting my pepper spray
No medicine can erase this
A leper I'd rather stay
A detriment to the earth
It was never prepared to make
Farewell and take care
I'm off to make the world a better place
Enemy