I feel this darkness creep like thunder It's rolling straight into my spine I feel temptation pull me under My gold has lost all of its shine I try so hard to stay together When everything's falling apart I said that I'd stay gold forever But it seems that I've misplaced my heart Save me from myself, hold me down Lock me away, don't let me out Tie up my wrists, and have me shot Please save yourselves, so help me God I once was pushed when I was younger I gashed my knee and I loved the pain (Oh how I loved to feel the pain) And suddenly I had the hunger To rise up and make him feel the same I pushed him back, but I pushed harder I watched him slam into the ground (I watched him slam into the ground) One day I'll die but I'm no martyr And I fear that hell is where I'm bound Save me from myself, hold me down Lock me away, don't let me out Tie up my wrists, and have me shot Please save yourselves, so help me God So help me God This gun shout will drown out The noise in my head But these bloodstains won't cover the shame on my bed And I can't think about it, 'cause I don't have the time 'Cause either way, I'll lose my mind Save me from myself, hold me down Lock me away, don't let me out Tie up my wrists (Tie up my wrists) And have me shot (And have me shot) Please save yourselves, so help me God Save me from myself, hold me down Lock me away, don't let me out Tie up my wrists (Tie up my wrists) And have me shot (And have me shot) Please save yourselves, so help me God