"Can we please not talk anymore?"
Is all that she said
Why's she giving me so much to think about
I want to get it out of my head
Like how you think I don't listen, and I'm lazy
All the other things are kinda hazy
But it's pretty much the same
I'm a piece of shit
Yeah, I know that you don't love this
And I'm sure that you could do better
But I'm drowning myself and I just don't care
About the things I should, it's not good
I haven't eaten in days
I haven't slept in a week
And you could probably say the same for you
And then we could finally speak, if you weren't such a bitch
Then maybe we could fix this
But this is my therapy
The only way you'll see what I see
Yeah, I could tell you I loved you, that'll go out of fashion
'Cause when I told you I hated you
That's when I felt some real passion
And right now you're thinking "Hey man, well why didn't you stay man?"
Well, I don't have a good escape plan
Tried it once and failed, I won't half-ass it again
I'll tell you that I didn't mean it, but in the moment I did
There's too many details, but you know what you did
Torturing myself to think happiness
This isn't worth it, is it?
I haven't eaten in days
I haven't slept in a week
And you could probably say the same for you
And then we could finally speak, if you weren't such a bitch
Then maybe we could fix this
Yeah, this is my therapy
The only way you'll see what I see
If only I knew myself
Then I could admit the truth
That I don't really know why I am staying here with you
Too bad you're a bitch
I really wanted to fix this
But this is my therapy, my therapy