I used to think before I spoke but now I just want to laugh
Ha ha haaa
Still caught up in the things that happened to me in the past
The smell of roses and yoga poses
These little things are inconvenient and bring me right back
I just wanna go back
So I tell myself I think too much
And I swear to God I'll stop this but
I got high
And it felt right
But then I got too high
And that was the end of my night
I laid in the car for two hours
Listening to the same song on repeat
And I realized I'm still not the person
That I'd always wanted to be
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I used to laugh at all your jokes, but now I stare into space
What once was funny now is just a dirty slap to the face
Ooh, your hair is too long, I think that you're wrong
'Cause every word that leaves your mouth gives me a bitter taste
Yeah, they're burnt and worn out
So I tell myself I'll sleep tonight
But that's a lie, I will not fight
I got high
And it felt right
But then I got too high
And that was the end of my night
I laid in the car for two hours
Listening to the same song on repeat
And I realized I'm still not the person
That I'd always wanted to be
Oh boy
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I miss the way things used to be
The pointless nights and the meaningless feelings
I miss the way things used to be
'Cause all I have now are terrible feelings
I miss the way things used to be
The pointless nights and the meaningless feelings
I miss the way things used to be
'Cause all I have are terrible feelings
I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be)
The pointless nights and the meaningless feelings
I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be)
'Cause all I have are terrible feelings
I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be)
The pointless nights and the meaningless feelings
But fuck this, goddamn, it sucks