I am washing my hair with soap I am sitting down in the shower It is this dirty type of clean That keeps me trapped in here for hours Still I scrub and scrub 'til my body bleeds Convince myself I am coming clean Forget and ignore who I used to be That kid is never coming back Relax my muscles And all of a sudden, I am scared All of a sudden, I can't breathe All of a sudden, I am nothing In this moment, you are everything She says, "Can you feel that? Oh, what a marvelous sensation" She says, "Could you please take me off speaker phone? This is a private conversation" And I am washing my hair with soap Yes, I am washing my hair with soap Yes, I am washing my hair with soap Yes, I am washing my hair with soap, with soap But there is air inside of my lungs And it is keeping me afloat He says his grandpa's in the mafia He is the nicest guy I know So I will run and run, maybe drive my car Baby, look at me now, I have come so far And I don't know where my family's from But I've got this stereotypical temper I cannot shake Relax the muscles in my face And all of a sudden, I am scared All of a sudden, I can't breathe All of a sudden, I am nothing In this moment, you are everything She says, "Can you feel that? Oh, what a marvelous sensation" She says, "Could you please take me off speaker phone? This is a private conversation" And I am washing my hair with soap Yes, I am washing my hair with soap Yes, I am washing my hair with soap Yes, I am washing my hair with soap, with soap