Can't always tell from the outside, But there's a mess inside of me Rising from the worth I've placed - On all these fading things I've been looking for comfort - Instead of searching for truth Walking in my own desires, Instead of chasing after You -- Chasing after You I call out for grace one moment - And question you the next I say I need you and let me be - All in the same breath Tried to turn myself around a hundred times - on my own But I'm broken, bleeding, crying, dying - helpless and alone without You – alone without You You say to lose my life is better And I'm free when I surrender to You -- I surrender to You