I woke up today, at least that much is true I saw what people see, what a year this made of me I tried a hundred times, but each time I thought of you I hate myself I hate myself I fucking hate myself ♪ And I want days of pain Oh, to feel the things I need To pay off this shame And I know that makes me broken I know that makes me weak I guess I'll put my armor back on now I found a way but I turned around One step to start but I'd rather fall down Too much of a coward to just say, "I'm wrong" Too much of a coward to admit I need Help me, please And I want days of pain Oh, to feel the things I need To pay off this shame And I know that makes me broken I know that makes mе weak Will you help me put my armor back on now? I hatе myself I hate myself I fucking hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I fucking hate myself "Try to fix yourself", and so they'd say to me Try to fix myself Then know how hard it will be