Knockin' my door, beggin' my weakness I'm holdin' my breath Down on the floor, beggin' for reasons And tellin' myself Tell myself she won't mind Tell myself just this time Tell myself cruel is kind Tell myself one more time Knockin' her door, beggin' forgiveness I'm holdin' my breath She lets me in, makin' me breakfast Still I do it again I do it again Tell myself she won't mind Tell myself just this time Tell myself cruel is kind Tell myself one more time