Now that all the leaves are gone There a bit more sunlight in my room But it fades too soon Winter she just carries on Unaware that I am frozen through Living without you All the birds digging in the snow Getting by fine What do they know that I don't I'm so lonely No one knows me I can do this I'll get through this My first Christmas Eve without you Plastic reindeer on the lawn Light reflecting on for all to see He's a bit like me Put out in the cold alone Stars and crows our only company We're a lonely team How I'd like to be One of those kids playing in the snow Hearts unbroken Wish I could know what they don't I'm so lonely No one knows me I can do this I'll get through this My first Christmas Eve without you My first Christmas Eve without you Hallelujah love is alive Hallelujah love is alive