I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know
Fake motherfuckers in the business
Watching all your friends and fam diminish
Why did I get all up in my feelings, make a track and make a living
I'm in now, uh
And I can't turn back but I can see that I ain't letting everything change
And I'm making everyone's day when they see that
I'm a little kid they never thought that I would make it, yeah
But I made it, yeah
And I say that I ain't never changing, yeah
But I guess you left for many reasons, yeah
And I'm living on cloud nine now
But I can't help falling out
Put the pen and paper down
See the people opposing me disappearing now, uh
I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know
I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know
And I'm feeling like I'm picking friends just to lose them
But I guess I'm in a position to get used to it
Truth it is not the move to quit, but I'm pursuing it
I can't commit, not if this is the life that I live
But I guess it is
Disciplines that I ain't learned to fit, the size is just too big
To prove it my belt is shit
Said I've dealt with this for too long
And I've made a little money and made the bills small
But ain't making enough in the home and
I'm selfish to keep a check all to myself to buy a drink for this song
And apologies don't mean a thing to me
And a lot of me's not supposed to be fighting
I ain't strong enough, my arms are weak
To carry all of the weight that my eyes can see, uh
I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know
I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know
I guess I can't accept myself and I'm in hell
Cause I don't know if my intentions ever add up well
Oh well I'll never know if I should ever sell my soul
I'll never know if I should quit
I'll never know if I should live with this
Music-making man I mean, I guess
I'm writing back and forth against my best
My passion is bipolar now
But a part of me's certain that bars are weak
And I'm hardly reaching further to make them better
At least I make them in general and I know
I'm making fans just to lose them
And I know I'm making justification for my excuses
And I pry them ruthless
I pride them, truth is
That I'm fighting new shit I ain't used to deal with
And I think I'm a realist, had to figure it out
That I ain't the perfect person that I thought I'm about
Had to act like a man and I mean I guess that I'm proud
But I ain't ever thought about the problems that would arouse, so
I'll make amends with my emotions
And I'll make some friends and hope that
I don't make a mess with pride and gloating
Cause that's how I never knew what made me broken
I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know
I just wanna know what makes us change
Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside
Is it what I define as a friend or a foe
I guess that I'll never know