Now there is ink on my hands From killing the friends in my head It took a lot to come to this We try to fill our emptiness Constantly searching, constantly yearning All of the lights dim in your presence You draw all breathe from a room How can I possibly compose myself I can't stand the thought of you You are benign, gentle and kind A cancer starting to grow My best friend and my foe Inflict my soul Believe me circumstances change Don't think I'm new to this game Nobody gave us the time of day I'll never forget us smoking in the rain I fucking hope that things will change How did things end up this way You and I and I in you are all the same You are dead to me Take my pain I will not waste my breathe I Will not speak your name You wont get the better of me Keep running Believe me circumstances change Don't think I'm new to this game Nobody gave us the time of day I'll never forget us smoking in the rain I fucking hope that things will change How did things end up this way You and I and I in you are all the same