You don't wanna glimpse Inside my brain oh I've been searching for my inner pain But I can't find one reason For you to believe in me Turn pressure into diamond rings But diamonds are useless to me When the strings they come for me Grabbing tearing pulling me I'm grabbing anything I can And running to find ecstasy I can't get away No away from my fate I feel myself slipping Slipping into darkness And I'm just losing it And I feel myself drifting I'm getting away from you It's the same old days from you And I've tried so hard to make you smile Lost in the world wanna float for a while Tried to find an exit To my own reflection But the same old things they never change I just wanna fade for a day I've always dreamed of flying away Deep deep into outer space That way I can't see your face Anymore Oh I never felt true love before I'm waiting for an open door to Fly Soaring through the sky Maybe I will tomorrow Times so hard to borrow oh I need to run I need to go I feel myself slipping on the ropes I can see something for me Slipping into darkness And I just wanna be free