Thought it was the first but I've been here before
I wanna close my eyes without veering off course
I don't know who really got me anymore
Middle of the night hearing waves on the shore
Hear 'em crashing down it remind me of us
Ain't no way around it
We tried but I'm too grounded yeah
We posed to have some bumps along the way but not a mountain
Yeah the walls started closing in
Right as I was tryna make the most of it
Right when I was finally getting back to me
Next thing I know, the rose bring it back to me
Why did I do that to me
I been having face offs with my worst demons
I'd rather hear birds singing than you speaking
It don't always gotta make sense to you if it does to me
Stay 100 so you better tell me if you done with me
Counting times that I went through it
Bitch I been through it
Looking at your face counting lies on you
Don't switch don't change
I thought we knew the rules
I can't speak on how you left me, it's cool
I can't think about the next time
Gotta think it over on the next flight
Yeah they saying I'm doing the most
Saying a whole lotta things
Don't even know what I'm doing
Tryna put dirt on my name
And I don't know who to believe
It used to drive me crazy
Put a lot of friendships in flames as of lately
As if everybody on my friends list don't hate me
They say a lot of things but it ain't nothing that could change me
As if everybody on my friends list don't hate me
Yeah
It don't always gotta make sense to you if it does to me
Stay 100 so you better tell me if you done with me
Counting times that I went through it
Bitch I been through it
Looking at your face counting lies on you
Don't switch don't change
I thought we knew the rules
I can't speak on how you left me, it's cool
I can't think about the next time
Gotta think it over on the next flight